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Ludtke: We had gotten through Mills [College] and all of that.
Ritchie: And your graduation at Wellesley.
Ludtke: My graduation at Wellesley, right.
Ritchie: What did you do the summer after you graduated?
Ludtke: That's when I went to Smith College and took courses in teaching, focusing on elementary education, and lived in my parents' house in Amherst, and sort of went to the Cape on weekends, lived with a pal.
Ritchie: Did you have any idea at that point what you might be doing in the fall?
Ludtke: Well, no. I vaguely remember—I don't vaguely remember, I do remember going and talking to people, coming down to Washington, talking to people about, for instance, maybe teaching on a Navajo Indian reservation. I was just, I think, really exploring ideas, but I wasn't really focused. I could say that I wasn't focused at all, and I think that would be a fair sense.
Ritchie: How did you get your first job?
Ludtke: Well, the lack of focus continues, because through that summer, I was doing the teaching [courses], but again I wasn't making any active attempt at finding a teaching job or even moving in that direction, so there must have been something inside of me that wasn't totally committed to that way of life or that choice. So when fall came around, I just simply made the choice to stay on living at Cape Cod. My parents went home to Amherst, and I just continued to live in the house, sort of rent-free. It was just there. I'm not quite sure what I did for spending money. I probably had a bit of savings from somewhere, but it wasn't a lavish life. I can remember baking a lot of bread and kind of walking on the beach, reading, hanging out.
Ritchie: What were most of your friends doing at this time?
Ludtke: A good portion had gotten married. I remember going to a bunch of weddings.
Ritchie: Was that a consideration?
Ludtke: No! Again, I didn't, of course, have a proposal that I was turning down, and I didn't at that time have anyone who seemed like a likely prospect, even. So I went to a lot of weddings, but didn't see myself in terms of moving in that direction. It's hard, when I look back, to think that I was so laid back about the whole thing, but I really was. I guess I just figured that when the time was right, I would make a move to do it. In fact, that's what happened, because late in that summer, I actually had the opportunity—and I think this is what life is about—I had an